(17)

You… & that dark skin that glows in the sunlight
you….& those lips that kiss promises & break them
you…& those soft hands that hold hearts & crush them
you…& those arms that hold me until I break

Advertisements

(16)

I speak things into existence not believing it myself…
what if I told you I prayed for all sides of you to be revealed even sides I’m afraid of..
what if I told you I’m a light worker, you compliment the sun & your smile makes me forget my troubles
when you’re inside of me my scars heal , my heart gets weak & I surrender…
the thought of losing you brings tears to my eyes & I hate it…
have you ever felt like you were suppose to be somewhere for a reason & you don’t know why….well that is now…
my heart longs for you
my body craves you
but I’ll rather you walk away than stumble on your own heart
I know I’m not the only one who has loved you but I promise you I’ll be the only one to ever love you like this…

(15)

afraid that I’ll give my body away to someone that won’t understand that allowing you to have me after trauma is a battle every kiss , every touch , every time you dig deep inside me
I want to accept your flaws
I want to know you
every part
I want to cherish every moment
I don’t want toxicity
I don’t want lies & deceit
I want truth & growing
I want acception & knowing

(14)

Look at me trying to submit to you. I’m just saying I’ll rather go out my comfort zone for you than any other man. I see your scars when you don’t even realize it. I’m just trying to be the one that you get right. The woman that shapes you until you mold. The type of man I wouldn’t mind my son to model after. I’ve prayed for a few things & one is to die happy with or without someone beside me though it would be nice if you could be him. The only problem is you don’t even believe you are & I don’t know how to help you see that you could be. All I can do is love you the way God does not exactly but close enough to. I’m still human so bare with me , take your time with me. Embrace these things that you may have not seen or felt before. I am willing to bend & break for you. I’ve said it many times before. I’ve prayed for a few men but never as much as you. That it self is progress. Make a woman out of me at the age of 23. Shape me like I so desperately want to do for you..

(13)

what I ask of you doesn’t require sweat blood & tears I’m asking you to face your fears If you can not allow me to love you at least allow yourself to see your beauty I’m not asking you to love me because it starts with self & When I hear you talk about yourself I clearly see the truth you’ve been hurt & that’s okay…I have been too but if we hold on to that hurt we will never grow we will never allow ourselves to give love & be loved

(12)

She will never love you because she has loved someone who has the same blood as you. He has felt her toss & turned inside her & left a mark. You’ve never kissed or made love but the way you look at her tells it all. He is in love with someone that doesn’t love him back & why does she have to be me. I’ve never been the one to break hearts but what I’ve done to you is like premeditated murder

(11)

I want to love you like I never loved anyone before I am taking my time to master it. I want to know you in to out every particle. The goal is to love you unconditionally. It isn’t impossible for me even if you make a fool out of me I’ll still be happy. If I love you how I’ll want to be loved that would be progress. I am easy to run , easy to not forgive & forget. I don’t want to love you conditional but the way God loves us unconditionally.