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remember our first walk when the group of white bird flew across the pond & rest there…I rest my head on your chest I’m sure this was the day we created an unconditional love when you said it & the word hit the back of your throat & bounce back out into the palm of my hand…how could I not love you?
how could I not see your face & smile? even in the mist of angry I can’t hurt you too…the type of love that molds you the type that breaks you & rebuilds you…when you cry happy tears on valentine’s day because in the card he writes a corny line that reminds you that love does not expire … It always grows

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He offered his presence she accepted & denied the way men do with guarded hearts & naked bodies without second guessing or overthinking the consequences
how did you get here?
all I remember is your brown skin glowing & a smile that seem so inviting…it was never your intention to make him feel comfortable but it was so easy to cause deep down you know that even ruins grow in overload
you protect yourself while exposing yourself
something he can’t do…
he vents a little but you don’t care that’s not what you came here for
I don’t want to be reminded of all that has gone wrong
I don’t want you to tell me to stay strong
I don’t want to feel anything

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crashing against your waves of uncertainty
your element disguise
emotions you can’t provide
usually the one pretending like I don’t know
but a woman’s intuition is always right I can’t say I’m satisfied at the end of the night…cause I find ways to separate myself from you even when I’m with you…patterns I have to break
never felt love without insecurities
never felt love without being uncomfortable
never felt love that didn’t make me ask questions
here we go again we’ll start off as friends then I’ll let you in …once you see inside of me you will never forget the view