Tag Archives: lust

(39)

He offered his presence she accepted & denied the way men do with guarded hearts & naked bodies without second guessing or overthinking the consequences
how did you get here?
all I remember is your brown skin glowing & a smile that seem so inviting…it was never your intention to make him feel comfortable but it was so easy to cause deep down you know that even ruins grow in overload
you protect yourself while exposing yourself
something he can’t do…
he vents a little but you don’t care that’s not what you came here for
I don’t want to be reminded of all that has gone wrong
I don’t want you to tell me to stay strong
I don’t want to feel anything

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(24)

someone to share your blessings with
someone to share your secrets with no judgement
someone who fights & you see it clearly
someone who accepts & understands
someone who forgives instantly
someone who knows when to control when not to
someone who can balance it out for me
sometimes I’m scared
sometimes I want to fall short just because I see you
sometimes you get upset but your anger isn’t what I’m use to
sometimes that’s scary too
sometimes I see them in you
I know I’m not worthy of your inconsistency
You are going to have to let me go because I won’t do it…
I won’t do it

(23)

I’ll start each day with you…
1.waking up to your face & smiling because you are always the first thing I lay my eyes on…
2. Sade – (By your side) playing in the background then we go outside to the sun shining brighter than the day before…
3. we walk the beach & eat strawberries
4. we walk back into the house & it smells like breakfast the way grandma use to make it but it’s our daughters cooking , laughing & cracking jokes
5. We hold eachother hands & pray
6. we work & work
7. We cook dinner together I do one half you do the other in between we share kisses , conversations about what we love & who we love
8. We eat & eat
9. We shower together & do karaoke
10. We stay naked & make love until my voice cracks
11. We dream
12. We repeat

(7)

If I told you how difficult it is to fight against this DNA. All her fuck ups flow through these veins i’m destined for failure. Wanted but not needed body made through lust for lust praying it turn into love but never did. My walls rebuild themselves weekly forcing myself to not give up but into him unselfishly. He is the moon on a night full of regrets. I’m known to shut my heart’s door but not my mind it wanders from time to time. I know how to open my butterfly of a flower for you to bloom through me but not for me the hurt you had to go through before me should of had you ready. I know lust leaves you thirsty & allows you to be a slave to any girl that can make you cum I never could climax for a man who didn’t love me Never could give all of me if he didn’t get to explore my body like a foreign country I am the once in a lifetime a site worth learning like history if you don’t get to know me fully you’ll never understand me

(3)

The way you use your fingers to trace the corners of my thighs gripping the insecurities until they shatter When I hold my head on your chest I feel safe & when you say I am beautiful I feel it more than the depth of the sea I’ve been preparing myself for your departure the joy I feel never seems to stay long enough for me to break every wall cause there are days my walls remember being betrayed by someone they were so familiar to hold me close hold me close I just want to feel safe with you..