Tag Archives: Motherhood

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I can’t look at you without crying
I am apart of you
you have all the good parts
the way one tear slides down your cheek innocently when you are broken
knowing there will be plenty more to come
knowing I won’t always be your place to run
my heart will be aching too
when you find comfort tell me you’re safe
promise me you will always find a haven
create heaven wherever you go
be the peace

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I’ll start each day with you…
1.waking up to your face & smiling because you are always the first thing I lay my eyes on…
2. Sade – (By your side) playing in the background then we go outside to the sun shining brighter than the day before…
3. we walk the beach & eat strawberries
4. we walk back into the house & it smells like breakfast the way grandma use to make it but it’s our daughters cooking , laughing & cracking jokes
5. We hold eachother hands & pray
6. we work & work
7. We cook dinner together I do one half you do the other in between we share kisses , conversations about what we love & who we love
8. We eat & eat
9. We shower together & do karaoke
10. We stay naked & make love until my voice cracks
11. We dream
12. We repeat

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my body is yearning for yours
my lips want to kiss yours
my tongue wants to taste you & only you
my heart wants to only love you
my mind wants to think about you & only you
don’t you get that?
don’t you get how much I want to wake up & see you there or know you’ll be home soon
I’ll hold my tongue
I’ll distant myself from that attention people give me just because I’m me
not in a cocky way but because they know my love weighs heavy that if I’m open they could get a glimpse of heaven
God made my heart this way
gentle it can be your soft place
it can be only for you if you let it

Post 4

People always ask me if I want another child & the thing is I don’t mind having another baby it’s just I have so much I want to do & I’m very limited already adding another baby before that 4/5 year mark sounds like alot of chaos….I want someone to be there as much as possible & love me inside to out all the bad all the good enough to stay & still I feel a beaming light shining regardless rather or not I’m wrong or right but you are gentle with me everytime….I want my children to witness that kind of friendship & love…. recently I heard someone I care about deeply express sometimes they can’t talk to me because I’m way too serious but I’m rarely serious in my eyes & my support systems aren’t stable so I have to be the serious one when it comes down to responsibilities…I just need everything to be okay…I want my plans to be achieved & I want to not have to worry