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(40)

you keep me hoping keep me praying I want everyday to feel like the first day..they say we never will feel this way but it seems possible with you
you are nothing like them even your approach is different
You soften me & caress me invite butterflies in my belly
everytime I’ve felt chills it was the representative for snakes disguise their true intentions
maybe you didn’t mean to hurt me but you did & that’s all I’ll remember all the good times meant nothing because secrets were hidden
all that guilt you carried around giving me hopes of a future when you were never truly going to offer it
but it seems possible with you…a new start seems possible with you….a destination seems possible with you

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(33)

this might be a disaster waiting to happen but I’ve been waiting for so long…..needed you to survive once….I erase my mistakes right after…I don’t hold on to bodies I never long for…I’m afraid to feel all the feels you once gave me. don’t touch me…don’t tempt me..how does it feel to be loved by you now? is it better? is it different?…you don’t like arguing that’s all we use to do I hold it all in & then boom!! you know that you know me …you know me ..like really know me … I don’t think I ever let someone see that vulnerability…you broke me & misplaced me…lost me somewhere in between distance & fear…

(32)

the things that haunt me

1.the way your eyes focus on me when you talk & I look everywhere but at you
2.the gripping of your hands
3.that you say you can not live if I am not in your life
4.how I invite you in everytime knowing your true intentions
5.that you are the only mistake that makes sense
6.the truth is I loved you by a mistake
7.we only fuck when Im in need of comfort I’ll rather you hold me but you don’t know the true meaning of being there
8.you were never my first choice you just looked to good to say no to…
9.the way your love has blind me
10. the fact that I am the lamb that has been sacrificing & everyone has ate but me

(30) ft.James

I spy looking into the sky beauty unparalleled wondering if I can get the chance to feel your aura…I’m not tryna put you on a pedestal but you’re one of a kind whatever mind made you definitely took its time you’re heavenly in essence and especially divine
I find… Comfort in your presence..you could make my heart your safe haven….lay your head on my chest when you’re in need of rest I’ll give you love whenever you need saving..in the mist of my solitude that’s when I found you patience is a virtue
The moment the Father birthed you before the waters below covered the earth a mind to blow mine erupted with awe, colors, and passion. Whites, blues, purple contrast a collision of all figments of imagination wouldn’t exact this… even if practiced not some sort of magic but fate like a soulmate or even a twin flame mirroring each other I see you in me all the beauty…were you design for me ? I promise to add to your happy can’t promise I’ll always be the reason cause when the seasons change I do too but my love will remain the same

(29)

he called without me having to first
I knew something was wrong but I still answered calmly
when he heard my voice he ask , “what am I to do?”
the first time I heard a man cry I was 16 he was 46 golden cheeks & a smile that I would pay to see
the first time I heard a man cry I choose to love consistently , unconditionally
that I wouldn’t find a replacement for you or me
that my eyes will only see you
that my body will stay faithful to you
that my heart will beat for you