I’ve been writing about a undying love
type of love that you want to die for
I write as if I’ve experience this love only briefly never completely
I’ll pray daily that you get to have that type of love
I know all the love I give will leave empty spaces
gaps they will know how to fill
I know my arms can hold you
My hands can prepare food for you
My ears will always listen to you
My mouth will flow inspirational and soft words for you
I’ll stop bad habits so you won’t see my brokenness
you will be able to see my resilience
my happy tears
My damn I love you this much tears
My sacrificial bruises
My “I’ll protect you from anyone” actions
I’ve been writing about an undying love that I know I deserve but maybe it’s not my time to receive it maybe I’ll never get it
but I’m so glad I got you